Longing

You have been gone for some time now
I felt pain, so intense
I managed to move on somehow
deprived of any sense

Soon, smiles have brought a downcast gloom
and laughter drowns with death
In frigid moments inside this room
I'd choose to lose my breath

Please hold me once, I'm falling deep
in anguish and in grief
The dusk will slowly start to creep
There's more of gloom to sift

As thoughts of you will subtly come
Bit by bit, I die
No sound shall rule, all would be calm
I know you've said goodbye

Someday, myself- I'll surely find
and sing an old blue tune
But if you change your mind
I hope you'll back soon